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I've always written. I started dabbling with poetry my sophomore year in high school. I had a wonderful teacher, Paul Ruffin, who became Mississippi's Poet Laureate. He moved to the University of Southern Mississippi and then to Sam Houston State University. One of those rare teachers that shape you without realizing it. I was fortunate enough to work with him on the school's literary magazine, the Sabre. My senior year I was moved back to my junior high, which had been turned into the new high school. Paul Ruffin was moved, too, and I had him for Senior English. He appointed me news editor of the high school newspaper. I said, no, I'm not qualified. He said, "If you don't accept this responsibility, you will never see an A in my class." So, I accepted. More on him later.

Anyway, my dad died from lung cancer in January of my senior year. I wrote through it. Paul Ruffin came to visit me at my house and brought me a book of poetry. (can't recall the title, but I see the cover) I loved that book. Paul had a poem in it. I started writing, mostly for me, but also to see if I could get a nod of approval from him.

By the end of summer I had written a crude chapbook called "Thin Man's Lights." It was about how difficult it was to live up to other peoples' expectations of me. He contacted me to see how I was doing that summer. I showed him my book. He was impressed, I think. That began my travel.

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  1. Wow, what a fantastic teacher. I'd like to read more about your view of him, your relationship with him, and if you ever got that nod. Did you ever publish that chap book?

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    1. Ho Caroline. That chapbook never saw the light of day. But it was a seed for other types of writing. I do plan to share more about Paul Ruffin and his effect on me and my friends who had the honor or being in his classes.

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  2. JD--Did Paul Ruffin know he helped launch a great writer? A deft thinker? A great observer? Did you ever express what he did for you, or talked about your journey as a writer to him? Last summer, I contacted a teacher who made a huge impact on me. There were three of them. One of the other ones I contacted several years ago. The other one I had a huge, crazy crush on... that conversation might be coming this summer.

    The power of poetry... Your post got me flashing back to the past.

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    1. Beth Gordon and I were at the AWP convention in San Antonio on March, 2020, (the very beginning of the pandemic -- we just didn't know what was about to happen), and ran into a man at Sam Houston State's booth who knew Paul. Unfortunately, he died about four years ago. I did hear Paul speak at the Eudora Welty Symposium in Columbus, Mississippi, a few years before that. He did indeed know that his writing had had an impact on me.

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  3. I wrote through it. That's the line right there. So powerful.

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